Do I need somebody to share my secrets? Like most people I have my problems and complexes. And like many people I prefer to keep them with me rather than sharing. That's so coz' many a times this sharing amounts to weakness. U never know how a person may use it against u. May be only in an argument...
Do I want you to love me? One cannot be sure of anybody's love if you are as paranoid as me (U reading SG?). What love? Don't get me wrong, I believe in truth and love and honor, esp. when it comes to friends and close relatives. But have we come that far?
Advice? As a good friend you can always advise me. If you are also intelligent and far-sighted ;)
Do I want you to love me? One cannot be sure of anybody's love if you are as paranoid as me (U reading SG?). What love? Don't get me wrong, I believe in truth and love and honor, esp. when it comes to friends and close relatives. But have we come that far?
Advice? As a good friend you can always advise me. If you are also intelligent and far-sighted ;)
I will give weight to your advice and even play along to see how it goes. But in the final analysis I will change only if I want to. I am what I am and I will be so.
Learning? I will learn if you want to teach and I will retain it if I like it
Are you my friend if I help you? I can help a stranger with as much dedication as I help a "friend". The help does not make anybody special in my world. It does not amount to the person using me or getting something out of me either as I do it of my own volition. Give to live.
All I really care about is “acceptance” and “reliability”….. And, God-damnit, will not change to earn it... Accept me as I am what I say. With all your deep understanding and stuff all I give a damn about is if u r on my side OR strong enough to tell me I am wrong and going to hell! Don break ma "trust"…….eva! This is all that takes to have me by ur side through thick and thin. And yes, always keep money and friendship separate: Both are important in lyf I hate losing either ;o)
And btw what do you want? :o)
Learning? I will learn if you want to teach and I will retain it if I like it
Are you my friend if I help you? I can help a stranger with as much dedication as I help a "friend". The help does not make anybody special in my world. It does not amount to the person using me or getting something out of me either as I do it of my own volition. Give to live.
All I really care about is “acceptance” and “reliability”….. And, God-damnit, will not change to earn it... Accept me as I am what I say. With all your deep understanding and stuff all I give a damn about is if u r on my side OR strong enough to tell me I am wrong and going to hell! Don break ma "trust"…….eva! This is all that takes to have me by ur side through thick and thin. And yes, always keep money and friendship separate: Both are important in lyf I hate losing either ;o)
And btw what do you want? :o)
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